9/7

Zion- for some reason I can't leave a comment on your page, but you did great yesterday! :)

Today:

Food-

celery sticks - 20
strawberries - 60
small piece lasagna - 300
peanut butter sandwich with high protein bread - 450
small serving risotto - 300

Total 1130

Crunches and pushups done!

Long day today...worked from 7:30am to 7pm...it takes so much energy to concentrate for that long!!  i just feel like i'm working so slowly...i hate the learning curve.

today

Food:

celery sticks - 25
strawberries - 45
greek yogurt - 140
small serving lasagna - 300
chicken breast - 300
green beans - 100
tomato & mozzarella salad - 300

1210 total...pushups and crunches done!  Feeling good, a little hungry but that's to be expected after the overeating I did this weekend.  Gotta shrink the stomach down...

tomorrow

back on track :)

phew

i made it through my first day!  i have my first assignment and i am so worried about screwing it up.  please, please, please don't screw up!  i had to walk around with the perma-smile because i was meeting new people all over the place and now my face hurts, lol!

at least i was so busy today i hardly had time to eat...it gave me a headache though and it was hard to focus when it got to be around 4pm...and then i was so hungry i came home and binged instead of working out.  i need to plan ahead a little better.

Day two tomorrow!

starting fresh

i start my new job tomorrow :) i'm really excited and nervous.  i'm going to be working later so it's really going to mess with my workout/eating schedule.  i'm seeing some friends over columbus day weekend that i havent seen in two years, so i really want to lose 10 pounds by then.  i'm just going to have to get used to the idea of going to the gym later, which has the added benefit of not laying around snacking in the evening. i could run outside in the mornings, but then i won't be able to lift.

so, i'll go to the gym tomorrow, friday and saturday, and then teach Sunday.

work

work has been nuts lately.  people left, people came back, my boss got fired, two staff members got fired, i got a new boss.  we are seriously understaffed and we need more people badly.  my former boss was psycho so i'm glad she's gone, but the whole thing has left such a bad taste in my mouth.  i like my new boss, but i just want out of there.  i am also grossly underpaid.  i've been looking for awhile now but so far nothing...i applied for a particular job with a court and i want it so bad i could taste it.  right now i'm working three jobs and i feel like i could drop from exhaustion.

i just feel like i need a change overall.  i'm trying to get over the end of my marriage, so i want other things to change so i really feel like i'm starting over.  i'm growing my hair out, gonna change the color, need a new job....i always do that, try to change on the outside to help change the inside.

i'm back

due to relationship/computer issues i haven't been able to post here but i now have a relatively new computer so i'll be posting a lot more, hopefully.  i'm just exhausted now so hopefully i'll feel up to posting more tomorrow.