Saturday, December 10, 2011

sooo tired

this week has been such a roller coaster.  i'm sorry i haven't been updating.  i was interviewing for a job that if i got i was going to have to start Dec 19th - in Florida!!!  I was freaking out about having to move to FL in under 2 weeks.  Plus my H was kicking up his shit again.  i wish i didn't get so stressed out...i didn't sleep for three days because i was worrying so much, and when that happens i pretty much walk around constantly in tears, which makes me pretty useless.

but i didn't get the job, and i decided before i heard that if i did get it i would turn in down.  once i got to that point i was able to calm down a little, but just getting to decisions like that makes me lose my mind.

there's a judge in san diego that's interested for a job that starts in march...and i have an interview at a firm in town next week...those i could handle.

1 comment:

  1. Thats so great that your going on interviews. That would have been very hard to have to move within two weeks. You should look for jobs in Ma :)

    I would have been so stressed out too. I hope your sleeping better. I have this feeling that a really good job is coming your way.

    How often do you and your H talk?

    Hows the mood at your job?

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