why is it on my mind all the fucking time?? Especially when i'm frustrated at work....all i want to do is go find something to eat, when i can't stand being at my desk for a moment longer. of course, once i get to the kitchen area i don't want to eat anything, so i just end up wearing a hole in the carpet wandering back and forth like an idiot.
but i'm at 750 today...it's Wednesday so i didn't want to go over 500 :( and i can't get to the gym. i'll use my kettleball later and do some strength training though, so hopefully that will help the anxiety a bit.
i'm already having serious anxiety about Sunday....why oh why does this damn football game revolve so fucking much about food!?
ugh. i hate Glee. i can't wait for that show to go off the air.
How great to hear someone finally say that! Though I love Jane Lynch, the simpering idiots on Glee are too much.
ReplyDeleteCould you make a safe dish to eat on Sunday? Like, guacamole with fat free Greek yogurt and pureed peas, or an artificially sweetened fruit dip?
At least your pacing burns a few calories, right? Take some pride that you're able to walk out of the kitchen each time.
I think about food alot too. I also went over the 500 calories, I think thats fine, its hard to do 500 only.
ReplyDeleteAre you going to a superbowl party sunday? does everyone watch to make sure you eat?
Ive never seen Glee...thank goodness...lol :)
I know how you feel when it comes to food. I am the same way. Luckily I don't work on Sunday but stay strong hun, and yes I can't wait for glee to stop.
ReplyDelete